Back from NCC camp in the morning.Nice one, 6 hours of sleep in the duration of a 3D2N camp.Nice.Mentally and physically trained.

Well, I never fail to learn something whenever I go for camps, be it small or big. But this camp really made me realise the meaning of selfless for a little while. Some of us were on the verge of tears. Who says big men don't cry? HAH. That's a wrong one. Big men cry when the time is right.

It's such a pity though. I hope Charlies' 09 are going to continue their contributions towards the unit.

I don't know why but I like people to be afraid/scared of me. I'm alright with people who are okay with me. But I dislike people to just sit on the fence.HEH.

I left a couple of times during the camp to have my meals, etc etc. But this was one of the camps that made me realise some portions of the importance of an insructor.

Such a pity, such a pity. While some plans have to be aborted, hopefully there are better ones to come. Bravos are quite an interesting bunch in certain way.

EB CHALET TMR!

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Busy week ahead. Heading down to school in the evening later for NCC camp. I don't know how things will turn out. Just pray things will go according to plan for Charlies '09. Chalet after Camp. SHIOK.

Think I would miss DELTA '09 after POP during the camp. Miss the times when we got punished, promoted and all the other things that made us Delta '09. 4 years just passed like this. Arrow by arrow and everything will be over in a parade.

Probably job junting on newspaper again later. I NEED $$. Never been so desperate.

Probably another failed interview.Promote water.

POSB, Beach Road; Chilli noodle, Swiss knife, walkathon.

Best day of the week.

Hmm, haven't been tuning in to Muttons To Midnight after the end of O's.Missed their antics.

Some things are more of a habit than a mistake but it's seen as a flaw to most.

I think I've failed.Everything has turned to dust.

While everyone is looking for jobs, I think I should advertise myself instead of companies advertising on newspaper to recruit people.

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E72.On the verge of exploding.

I don't believe that I can't stand on my own. I need to prove that I can be self-reliant. This isn't going to be anything about being able or not, it's a must.

I must stand up no matter how bad I fall.

I feel so contented now.Just finished my supper; leftovers from dinner.

Why is it so difficult to get a job...

Persevere.

While Chemistry MCQ on Friday the 13th marks the end of O's for me, I guess its a closed chapter for O levels for now and a new chapter to start on for the post O's activities.

Panda at the back, Duck at the front.

Fail.I'm starting to feel the stress.

Screwed.Boring.

I need some job offers to build up my army of cash.Hopefully, I will be able to earn enough money to go on a trip.Heh.

While we struggle, we are playing the cat and mouse game.

13 down, 1 to go.

Sometimes, I wish I had a clone.Someday, we may realise the facts behinds those lies.That's how we want it to happen though.The cruel truth is that people don't get it and humans continue to try and fail.

Chicks over dicks, bros over hosts.Damn wtf.